Wednesday, June 4, 2008

do you visit this site lately? baby if u do u still care for me! I LOVE YOU ;D

posted by: vae marc @ 4:08 AM

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4th of june, we have been apart for 4 days, and i cant take it anymore, i dont know whether is she still in love with me. she said part of her still do, im glad but at the same time sad cause where have the other part gone to???:( im just another saded fuck. hiash i nvr told her this before, 4 months back life was all about drinking and smoking and destroying myself. then just when boredom strikes god kindly send me this cute lil angel called amirah:D seriously i swear i have no intention on wooing her, but calls became msges slowly we met up before heading to school. i didnt had any confidence at all in the 1st place i thought she would just ignore me, but my love grew deeper everytime i talk to her over the phone, i can tell u 90% of me felling in love with her is her attitude and character because we spent most of the time talking on the phone. Soon we were like average couples kissing and hugging. But i would like to stress that something happened the binds me spiritually with her together and unable to let go. thats why baby, i want you back in my life cause nth is more important then having u in my life.

posted by: vae marc @ 3:38 AM

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Monday, June 2, 2008

last night jonan won the guy in a brawl. we when hunting high and low for him and found that guy at E-hub arcade. escorted him down and towards pasir ris park. the fight so rather boring but he got an panda eyes! haha serve him right see whether he dares to lure us out and dare us to take him one on one. life sucks ar,without dear but back to old life. harming myself like no one cares. i need su'aindah badly luh.take my life can? use both of your hands and take my life away, i want to be yours for eternity.hmm...
FarAwayInTheByGoneDay where the stories all were true, legend told by the man of old that boughts us here today...LaLaLa~
SICK AND TIRED i want to kiss amirah su'aindah la!

posted by: vae marc @ 11:13 PM

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Twinkle twinkle amirah
How i wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in my eyes

Twinkle twinkle amirah
How i wished you miss me la~

HAHA [sing in twinkle twinkle lil star tune]

posted by: vae marc @ 9:10 AM

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Life will not be the same anymore. without su'aindah dear dear is like stabbing my heart non-stop.If my friends were to read this they would be shock, cause they will never know the other side of varian.so i suggest that anyone who read this please shut your mouth for god sake.12 more days to her birthday and we broke up. im feeling very weird, i felt that i owe her something. im not going to bull crap down here about how much i love her. she knows it deep down in her heart.i told her i will wait for her for 11 more years when she is 27 and im 28 then will get married and fly to switzeland then finland to settle down. i promise that her wedding gift was to register a star in the sky just for her. i am going to, thats why i want to work hard and get a good job in order to support our family.as everyone thought that im the kind of playboy character listen up, su'aindah is my third girl in my life and straight away i know she will be my wife. haha i will never stop loving her although now we are sort of seperated, but somewhere in our heart we are spiritually, mentally and most of all physically attached and unable to break free. baby dear i hope you see this, you know what i mean. well now time will let both of us settle with our life obstacles and then we will be back and even stronger and ready. this is the 1st ever relationship that i cried, haha okaaay go on and laugh .. but im serious cause i took her very seriously. MR AZHAR SAYS : " i wonder what vision a couple would have in your age? sex? marriage?" i dont know about others but i told her that i will marry her.haha i love her no matter what she says. i dont even care that she cant love me the way i love her, cause it dont make sense, when you love someone be prepared to do dumb things and say silly stuff to ur partner, if not? then you are definately not ready to be in a relationship. im getting her something for her birthday but i NEED to know something. GOD who can help me? haha. well im seeing her tml anyway.yeay!!! :D
I LOVE U AMIRAH SU'AINDAH

posted by: vae marc @ 8:42 AM

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I LOVE YOU LA BABY, I WANT YOU I NEED YOU LA!

KEMBALI KEPADAKU!!! baby!

posted by: vae marc @ 3:04 AM

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